I'm thinking about which part of a birth story I am most excited about capturing, and am finding it REALLY difficult to type these words for some reason. I think it is because, in concept, it is the journey that I'm excited about... the whole thing. The "hero's journey" is vaguely outlined with this progression: introduction/ordinary world, call to adventure, refusal of/resistance to the call, supernatural aid/meeting a mentor, crossing the first threshold, tests, innermost cave, ordeal, reward, the road back home, resurrection/redemption, return with gift. The reason that most/many movies and books follow this outline is because THIS IS LIFE. Our lives are OUR hero's journeys, and we have smaller versions of them all along the way- from breakups to the death of a loved one to mid-life crises, etc. Heck- even some of my days follow this outline! In the grand scheme of things, it seems like we are almost always (if not DEFINITELY always) in one of these phases. That's why it's so easy to relate to and gratifying to watch, because we know it, we're experiencing it, we FEEL it!
That said, maybe because of the phase in which I am now (or maybe just because of who I am), the part that I flippin feeeeel, even just thinking about it, is the reward. The moment that ALL that pain and effort turns into laughter and happy tears... thats what lights me up. Thats what makes my heart feel all glowy. I am ALL about the beauty in the strength and fear and rawness of labor, as well as the peace, relief and joy of postpartum, really! But if I'm compleeeeeetly honest with myself (and you guys), it's those few moments of intensity for me- when mom and dad look like they're having a breakdown and a breakthrough all at the same time- and everyone’s in a state of RELEASE and crying (there's tears welling up in my eyes right now just righting about it- I know, I'm super corny). That's what I really REALLY love.
Of course, I know that these moments look different for everyone. And some people may not cry at all, which is perfect and right for them and I will be honored and excited to capture the beauty in WHATEVER it looks like. But selfishly, I soooooooo look forward to seeing that tear streaming down dads face as he smiles at his new little buddy with a twinkle in his eyes. And that upside down open mouth smile that I can only describe as sobs of joy from mom. Mannnn, such yummy goodness- SUCH feels!